grown up

i always wonder , how are you now ?

i wonder if you are really fine or you are still keeping everything to yourself.

i wonder if you are still doing the prayers every nights.

i wonder if you are still caring.

i finally understand how you feel.

i don't feel happiness nor sadness.

when it comes to you.

i feel nothing. nothing. nothing at all.

ya like you said, it sucks.

so i will continue pretending,

i will continue saying shitty things to you.

to protect myself. from you.

i never regret for making that choice last dec.

i know i have made the right choice.

and i can see that you are happier now.

so yeah enjoy ur life.

appreciate everyone before it is too late,because noone will stay.

not even people who you used to call family,true friends, ur love,friends or whosoever.

never believe in promises, nobody can keep the promises forever.

everyone will get tired,fed up with everything.

learn to move on , and continue with our lifes :)