whatever.

okay gonna stop blogging for awhile.
bye bloggie.

:)

okay let's talk about something normal.
kem bersepadu is coming wheeee.
basically everyone in my gang are going haha.
jean,yeeni,amanda,rachel,xue leng,meng sim,yu jing,carmen?,
afiq,er winn..... :)
can't wait to go camping with them :)


and i just realised that people already found out...
that my blog is not dead :(
i always want people to think that my blog is dead.
so that they won't come and read what i post hahaha.
weird i know but idc.


felt so so so sorry for seeing sue sie cried today.
because alvin ejek her that she couldn't go to big bang's concert.
stupid alvin,learn how to respect girls la deih.
almost spent my whole day with them today.


and sorry i didn't spend much time with you all.
really busy with pbc stuffs lately :(
long time didn't recess with them edy.


will catch up with them soon :)




"该长大的时候，总是得长大的"-shi ern


"Don't wanna grow up,but time will move on."-yu jing




so true :') ya that's life.

ACCA Angie <3

life.

突然间。

不想长大了。

好像停留在每一刻，每一个美好的时光。

2012 过的太快了。

快得我真的快喘不过气来了。

开心了，笑了。累了，伤心了，哭了。

事情发生了就让他过去吧，

因为没有任何一个人能改变过去，

更不能断定未来会发生的事。

历史能被改写，

那记忆呢？记忆。。

是永远不会被遗忘，不能被改写的东西。

好想念，真的好想念。

2009，2010，2011，2012。

在这四年内发生的事真的太多太多了。

中四是我最难忘的一年。

和他们的关系加深了。

合作关系变好了。

工作量也增加了不少。

压力？更不用说。

很多人于事，

不是说散就散，说合就合的。

朋友们。

是时候长大了。

想想以前的我们，是多么多么的幼稚？

少年无知不能用来当借口。

如果我可以选者，

我真的不要长大。

another busy month

Gonna Say Goodbye to july soon.
And Say Hey to August.


i dislike august.
august is another busy month for me :(
first penilaian 2.
then two sisters' birthdays.
then holidays(practice for talent show).
SBS one day camp.
then pbc talent show.
then pbc agm.
and one more renjer agm which idk when.
oh gosh.


I NEED REST :(

ACCA Angie <3

hehe :)

have been waiting for his reply since 3pm....
alright.just a random sentence.


had a really fun day with them today haha.
we recorded a drama entitled "prostitutes and police women"
and another drama entitled "a girl who commit suicide"
LOL.
too bad the videos are not with me.
if not for sure i will upload it here (Y)


i don't know what i want.
i don't know what am i hoping for.
freedom?no.
money?no.
one thing for sure 
i am NOT hoping for
arguements.
war.
one more thing
problems.


starting to plan for pbc cai yi da sai now.
i feel so excited ngehehehehe.
our opening act and performance gonna be epic.
hahahaha can't wait for that day to come.


it gonna be another busy month for me...


k i should go study now.
bye bloggie :)

ACCA Angie <3

a normal day :)

everything is almost perfect now.
please stay this way forever.
no problems.no stress.no worries
nothing.just us.


congratulations to the all the new B.O.D of interact club :)
i can't wait for pbc and renjer AGM haha.
hopefully i will get the posts i applied for :/
PLKN is all over twitter and facebook.
c'mon people chillax.
it is just PLKN.
enjoy and have fun ! :)


haha alright.
gtg study bio now.
ciaoz.have a nice day :)

ACCA Angie <3

last inteview

renjer interview was fine.


let's talk about my family.
daddy scolded me for not respecting my mum in the car just now.
well i am sorry dad and mum.
dad told me we really can't simply spend money anymore.
dad is sick.mum is stress.
and me?
well i got alot of activities that needs to pay :/
class fees oso i haven't pay.
i wanna go bandung and jakarta.
immersions to bandung and jakarta sound fun.
but i know i won't have the chance to go.
because of family financial problems.
sigh.


but it is okay.
i can go anywhere i want when i grow up.
if i got chance i will bring my parents along.
*can't stop dreaming lol.
the furthest place i went was singapore.


people might think that money is the most important thing in the world.
yeah i know but still i think money is the real culprit of all the problems.
that's happening all around the world.


alright time to study.

ACCA Angie <3

interview

突然觉得。
自己，真的长大了。
刚从学校回来。
或许我应该说刚从 interview 回来?
过不久就轮到我们这班傻婆傻佬来担任中五执委了。
感觉。。。
很奇妙。


interview 过后，
我突然觉得有点伤心。
因为，看了那么多年的执委们。
一年一年看着执委们离开。
而明年就又我们这班人来接班了。
执委们刚才最后和我说的那番话。
我会记住。


我不能向任何人保证，
但我希望我们这班傻瓜明年能把华文学会搞好。


在华文学会四年了，
该发生的和不该发生的事。
都已经发生，都已经是过去的事了。


其实我还有话要说，
我不希望中四的执委或会员。
选我当主席的原因是因为我凶，我严，没人敢反抗。
希望他们选我是因为真心认为我有资格，我有能力。


我总觉得今年的AGM 会让人大吃一惊。
无论结果是如何。
我都希望我们这班傻婆傻佬能继续合作。
能和你们合作，我真的真的很开心。:)

what a day.

why i don't want to be in a relationship?
because i am so already so tired even i am not in a relationship now.
imagine if i am in a relationship with someone again.
i don't want to.
i just want to have a normal life.
that's all i want.
be bestfriend is all i want for now.
i just want everything to stay this way.
for me now is perfect.
just need to accept the fact that you are dumb.lol.


today isn't a great day for me.

ACCA Angie <3

what has happened to me?

interview postponed to next tues....

i wonder what will happen :/

he said i am very moody lately.

am i?

i don't know.i got a weird feeling lately.

i got a feeling that everyone will leave me...

everyone...soon...

drama comp school level and state level are finally ended.

i felt so...

relieved ? no.

i miss drama so much.

it has became part of my life.

i miss waking up everyday thinking about what gonna happen at drama practice.

and drama comp definitely made all of us closer.

4 Maju-ians i appreciate everyone in my class.

all of them.

i can't wait to go celebrate our success and buka puasa with them <3

champion of school level and we got 5th place in state level.

could have got 3rd and go to national level.

haih we were so so so close to national level.sigh.

but we all did our best and we all were really good already.

we got 5th out of 24 teams.this isn't easy.

i miss every single things that happened during drama practice and drama comp.

i love you all 4 Maju-ians <3

MBS IU day tmr.last event of July.

then i gonna start studying for penilaian 2.

k ciaoz.

                                                                                                                                        ACCA Angie  <3

random.

if you think that she will treat you better.
or you think that she can gives you good advices.
and be there for you everything you need someone.
just go for her.
don't wait.
because...
i already see this coming since long time ago.
*a random post.lol.

trust

why you still wanna be with him after all the nonsense?
because i trust him :')

life sucks.

he made me realised so many things in that 1 and a half hour phone call convo.
he is right.so right.totally right.
there are so many things in life that we don't know.
esp when you are in a relationship.
so sad.


girls,never ever try to make the first move.
let the guys do that.
even if u are tired,just be patient and wait.
haha.this is so true.
but it will never happen to me.
because im always the one who makes the first move.
if you ask me,aren't you tired of doing that?
yesh i am,very tired.
but i will continue doing this.


people keeps blaming me for not being understanding and hot temper.
but they never try to understand how i truely feel inside.
they tend to think that sorry or maybe a small talk can settle everything.
but the truth is no.
sometimes a small talk will work but not everything.
sometimes it will turn out to be an arguement.
sometimes i just hate it when people say to me.
"we need to talk."
why?we don't have to do that if everything is perfectly fine.
i am so sick and so tired of problems and arguements.


guys who doesn't understand girls.suck.


like i said i only have 2 people who i can tell everything to.
if u think u are one of them?then u are wrong.


i am not down or emo or anything.
just wanna express my feelings here.
k bye.

my life.

hmmmm.......i always update my blog when i am feeling down.
i don't know what's wrong with me lately?
too stress up?
2012 pls end faster.
i can't wait to graduate.
i know i gonna miss school i gonna miss my friends and all.
but i just wanna graduate and have my own life.
i want to go college i want to work and all.
i am sick of my life.
一成不变的生活，让人厌倦。


haha i rmb i talked about this with my girls before.
we wanna build a house and everyone lives together.
happily forever.
then we can go whenever we want.
i always wish i have a car and i can drive.
so that i will be free and i can go anywhere i want anytime.
how nice could it be.
thinking about it makes me excited.


SPM yeah 1 more year and it is my turn to sit for SPM.
the most important exam of my life.
i will try my best to get straight A's but i know it is not easy.
idk what i wanna be haha.
i wanna be make-up artist + hairstylist.
but daddy said it is useless :/
so i decided to be a chemical engineer.


alright i should stop blogging and go study history now.
ciaoz.

another busy week

another busy week.
monday no schooling.
going out with the girls again for groceries shopping.
prakash sejarah tuition in the afternoon.
tues drama practice till 5:30.
wed renjer cooking comp
thurs drama comp.
fri need to incharge of asuhan rohani.
saturday swimming gala.
sunday tues.
what a busy life i have.
i need a good rest please.


god pleaseeee let my class win in the drama comp.
i have put so much efforts and time in it.
this is my only and last drama comp in secondary school.
director is not a easy job to do.
but i think i already done a good job *perasan jap.
alright gtg study sejarah for tmr's test.
ciaoz.have a nice day people :)

feel like deactivating my blog.
but i have no where to express my feelings if i do so.
but sometimes i really dislike people asking me why i post this and that on blog.
please.
i need freedom.
i need a life without any 
complicated relationship.no problems.no stress.
just freedom.
i promise myself one day i will travel around the world.alone.
time to sleep.im so tired.

there are so many things i wanna say.but i can't.
because you will never understand how i feel.never.
now there are only two people who i can really talk to.
besides both of them.noone else.
not even the one i love.no.


sports day was fine.
some unpleasant things happened and i don't wanna talk about it.
coz it happened too many times.
i don't see the need to write it here.


everyone though i am strong.
but they never knew the real me.
i am weak.
i feel insecure all the time.
i feel scared sometimes.
i am not as brave as people think i am.
i have fear to.
okay idk why am i typing this here.
but yeah...


another busy month.
june was busy enough.
july is 2 times busier.
cooking comp and drama comp next week.
wish me lucks peeps.


k thats all for today.ciaoz.

life

blog is not longer a place for me to express my true feelings anymore.
sometimes it is so hard to tell people how you actually feel.
because nobody truely understand you.

last day of june

memories flashing back.it hurts.alot.
hey my friend,how are you?
i miss you alot.things would be different if you are still studying in sab.
we did too many stupid things in the past.
but it is too late.
time flies.it is july already.
alot of things happened in the past 4 years.
things changed,alot.


well let's talk about last day of juneee.
erm it was a special day and i spent it with my girls and my brothers <3
woke up early in the morning just to go for a singing comp.
with meng sim,er winn,yeeni,alvin,xue leng,carmen,yun qiu,casserene,penny,fiona and jing ru :)
then we went to festival city.
really had a great time with them haha.
after festival city we went to carmen's house.
haha had fun in the kitchen with meng sim the chef lol.


after that we went to MBS campfire.
it was kinda boring actually but i enjoyed it.
first campfire in F4 with my girls :)
met some old friends and made some new friends there haha.
looking forward to my school's campfire :)


alright i guess that's all for today.ciaoz.

ACCA Angie <3