wms iu :)

hmmmm just came back from wms iu day.
sooo tireddddd.
iu day was okay not as good as we tot it would be haha.
ohh well exam is coming.
two more weeks.7th of May.
haih.:(

i really really get good grades in mid term exam.don't wanna.dissapoint my mum.
erm feeling kinda weird lately.
kena kacau again...
well i just hope those things will leave me alone FOREVER.

Next tuesday is my birthday whee.
haha im getting older and older lol.
can't wait for my birthday next year.
i wanna driveeeeee.
haha omg im so tired.
i shall go rest now.
k byeeee peeps !:)

no title

i just wanna express all my feelings here.

feeling so tired lately,tired of everything.

idk why i so emo and stress lately.

i felt so weird lately.

everything just seems so weird to me.

haih i hate this feelings.

mid year exam is coming.

mummy kept giving me stress.

i even woke up at 4:30 just to study.

im insane im weird i know.

who will wake up at 4:30in the morning just to study?

well i just did that ytd and im not gonna do that again .

stayed back for kawad practice today.

it was raining heavily so we just practiced 

for awhile.

tmr needa stay back for pbc ajks meeting.

have to plan a activity with f4 ajks.

i hope it will turn out well.

morning we got jom bersenam.

then we got fire drill.

after recess some aquaria people came to our school.

k la i shall go rest and stop blogging now.

ciaoz have a nice day !

tiring yet happy day

woke up early in the morning today just to go for caligraphy comp.
reached school talked ghost stories with qian ling trish yu jing and the others.
pushed off around 7,thanks to that stupid bus driver.
we were late and we reached there at 8:15!!!
he was lost and we made a major u turn otw wth .
hmmmm caligraphy comp was okay,the ajk is kinda hot haha .
did some activities there,lepak around,
saw lots of my primary school friends wheee.

anddd i won hehehe.
so happyyyy finally my hard work paid off!:)
congrates to the others who won too.
the stupid bus driver really ruined my good day.
we all waited for him at kepong for two freaking hourss!.
5:30only i reached home zzzz.
damn tired nowwww.
supposed to go meet er winn and jean at tutti frutti
but end up we didnt coz i was stuck at kepong and
my dad couldnt fetch me to amp!:(

i am going to penang tmr wheeeee.
gtg qing ming my grandpa.
i miss penang food haha.
okayyy thats all for today.
ciaoz hope u all have a good day !:)

又想你了吗？

我挣扎了好久。
是时候放手了。
也许将一来我会活得开心点。
你会永远成会我的回忆。
那短短和你相处的一个月我不会忘记。
毕竟你是我第一个真真喜欢的人。
真的真的好喜欢。

不过我决定选择他，给他多一次机会。
因为我们俩从一开始就不应该认识。
至少我不会像以前将痛苦。
我会好好对待他。
认识你我不后悔。
谢谢你那段时间让我体会到真真的快了和幸福 。
黎XX。我会把你忘掉。
祝你和你女友幸福。:)

明天书法比赛咯！
加油加油加油！:)

lifeless

i just think i shall update my blog before i go to sleep.
well here i am haha.
ermmm today school was fine.
everything was fine i guess.

12more days until my birthdayyyy wheee!
can't wait for that day to comeeee.
i wanna go jogoya.
all because of tung ling!
now im craving for choco fondue and haagen dazz
all because of her.:(

i am starting to think that mr mok is a good teacher actually.
but but but the fact is he is annoying.
super annoying.

yayyyy we gonna do easter egg tmr during asuhan rohani.
so happy heheheeehe.
okayyy i shall go to sleep now.
good night people!ciaoz!:)

random

k earthquake again haha.
the sofa and bed are shaking .
k don't care.
i wanna watch titanic.we not naughty
the vow and streetdance2 so badly:(
i am craving for chatime :(
so many awesome movies coming out in april.
k i shall go study now.exam is coming.
ciaoz people!:)

my feelings

earthquake just happened about half an hour ago.
that was the second time i felt the earthquake.
may god bless everyone!
hmmm im starting to wonder if 21st dec is true.
someone just told me that this year gonna be my last year if it is true.
but i don't care,everyone will die one day.
there is nothing to be worried about.
i know i am abnormal to have that thinking.
but i am not afraid to die.
what i am truly afraid is
seeing my family members suffering(esp my mum)
i was very steady walking down to the safe area while
seeing my neighbours all running down liked mad.
why people so scared of dying.idk.
it is normal to be afraid of dead i know.
i think i am just the abnormal one.

reading back all the conversations and your line status.
you really deserve someone better.
you shouldn't be suffering right now.
you shouldnt have known me and coupled with me.
i have made you suffered for 4years.
4years?nobody can stand all the pains.
why?why after everything i have done you.
you still can be here waiting for me...
i am afraid i am really afraid.
i couldn't bear to hurt you anymore.
everytime i tried to accept you and be nice tp you.
he just popped up in my mind.everytime...
how i can accept you when i still have feelings for him?
people keep asking me to move on and forget abt him.
but i can't.i want to but i just can't do it.i can't.
you deserve a better and happier life without me :')

my life

My blog is dead.Im so lazy to update my blog lately.hmmm there is
 nothing special for me to talk about,everything is fine lately ,i guess?
ohhh yeahhh,RANGERS WON in the zon pudu kawad comp.
We got FIRST wheeeeee!so proud to be a ranger!!!<3
to those people who looked down on us.
IN YOUR FACE HUMANS WE GOT FIRST!
envy much?;)

erm last time i talked to him was two months ago...
but still i miss him so much,
i want to forget about him so badly but i can't...
i know i need to give up and move on but i can't.
what should i do?i don't know.
few days ago was their 3 months anniversary.
sigh.

form 4 life is really busy and tiring.
mid year exam is coming.
i havent start doing my revision yet.
damn it.
mummy hopes i can get 10A+in my spm.
mum im not that clever k?
i will try my best to get straight A's.
try my best to get A+
 although i know it is impossible.

one more thing.my birthday is coming teeheehe.13more days till my sweet 16th.
can't wait for that day to come.:)

i will upload all the photos soon.
alright i guess it is all for today.
have a nice day.ciaoz!<3